May 26, 2010

Summer lovin'

Over the last couple of days, the weather has been extremely beautiful AND hot. On my lunch breaks, I've been going outside to enjoy the sun and heat... The rays of sun feel so good on your skin (and maybe it feels better because I'm hoping it'll help out my poor pale pasty white skin).... HOWEVER, the downfall of this wonderful weather...esp for those who know me.... that means sweat. S-W-E-A-T. For goodness sake, the crease btwn my biceps and forearms (by ur elbow) is sweating as I write this post!! (I'm outside on my bb btw). Sweat, my ultimate enemy.... Hence heat becomes my primary rival during the summer months... Sweat doesn't feel that "hot" when a girl leaves sexy pit stains on her shirts.... Nor does she seem professional when her scrubs are pit stained. So today during my lunch break, I remembered to bring a tank top to change into. FATASTICAL IDEA FRIENDS. Now I can bake and sweat in peace without judgment.

Anywho, just thought I'd use some of my well spent lunch break to update this blog that no one reads...

Have a good day friends!

May 4, 2010

just my luck

So I've been having a pretty crappy week regarding money.

Over the weekend, I made a payment of over $650 and then TODAY I took out another $320 in cash to make another payment (re: crappy week because I obviously don't have the means to pay for this). So at the bank I placed all the twenties in the envelop that they make available for clients by the bank machine and placed the envelop into my wallet. But because the envelops today have the pre-glued seal, I didn't seal it because I wanted to take the $20 out for myself for later... and because the envelop is wider than my wallet, I wasn't able to close my wallet. This afternoon, it was 20 degrees out. Gorgeous. So I decided to put my windows down as I drove. This afternoon, it was windy out. THIS AFTERNOON, A GUST OF WIND BLEW MY WALLET OPEN AND BLEW ALL MY MONEY OUT OF MY WINDOW!!!! THIS AFTERNOON, I LOST $120 OUT THE WINDOW!!!! (The saying "money out the window" and "I just blew $blank amount of money" has new meaning for me now). wwwwwwwwwwwttttttttttffffffffffffffffff! FML indeed! I wanted to do an illegal  U-turn but there was a police man infront of me so I made a proper turn around parked my car and ran after my money hoping some would still be around. I followed light garbage around hoping it would follow the direction of the wind and guide me to my lost 20 dollar bills... this failed me after 30 minutes. BUTTT!! I found up to $60... so technically I lost $60 this afternoon. There was a woman at the bus stop who saw the money fly out, the same woman watched me look for the money.... i bet you she sniped a couple of twenties. I feel super. 

eff you nature. effffffff you.

May 2, 2010

hello.

Lionel Richie - Hello
When I heard this duet on Glee a couple of weeks ago, I got absolute chills (open above link in new tab). I love it when songs and artists can do that... especially with classics such as Lionel Richie. When they start to harmonize, my heart just starts to melt and hold back the lip syncing. It's definitely on the ipod and as I do with any of the current songs I'm feeling, I over play them until they die lol.

Listening to music is definitely one of my means of escaping the world and my greatest means of catharsis. Whenever I am going through something in my life that pushes me to reflect and think things over, I try to find a song that matches how I'm feeling... I like to call them my "theme songs" (Ya I know, LOSER). But life is so much easier when you find the perfect song that just sings your feelings for you. Its like venting & unwinding on repeat... its so refreshing... cathartic. Its the best when you're just listening to you ipod to relax and take your mind off things and then BAM, the lyrics to the song you're listening to is everything you've been thinking. Awesome.

The lyrics to this song are so sad, I hope it never becomes one of my theme songs. That would suck. 
I've been alone with you inside my mind and in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times. I sometimes see you pass outside my door. Hello, is it me you're looking for? I can see it in your eyes, I can see it in your smile. You're all I've ever wanted and my arms are open wide. 'Cause you know just what to say and you know just what to do and I want to tell you so much, I love you ...  I long to see the sunlight in your hair and tell you time and time again how much I care. Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow. Hello, I've just got to let you know,  'Cause I wonder where you are and I wonder what you do. Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?  Tell me how to win your heart for I haven't got a clue. But let me start by saying, I love you ... Hello, is it me you're looking for? 'Cause I wonder where you are and I wonder what you do. Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you? Tell me how to win your heart. For I haven't got a clue. But let me start by saying ... I love you.

Dear Love, 
I am not ready for you and I refuse to be a fool for you... So stay away, but come back some other time... But don't take too long becase I wanna get hitched by the time I'm 30. Thanks.

Warmest Regards,
Jenni, former hopeless romantic transitioning cynic.